Say that I'm the only one
You say that I'm your number one







your only one ? your no. 1 ?
Friday, July 10, 2009 11:50 PM

Its either our ego or our negative similarities that had ALWAYS been getting in our way , as a result , we tend to flame up and argue and then tear . Lately , dont you feel anything awkward between us ? Idk , but its definitely not because of those i-am-lacked-of-love-and-attention-from-you feeling . I find it hard for us to really , yknow , click . Nowadays . Perhaps people may label us as the most (insert negative describtion here) couple yet we have our own way of being happy . Yes , we spewed vulgarities here and there when we communicate to one another but we dont mind . Cause well , thats how the way it is since we were together . Though i might agree with the fact that sometimes without realising , we would accidently have this miscommunication to let out our feelings in order to feel slightly better . But , is it fair for u/me ? Havent we considered how we might feel ? Yes , there are times when my ego overwhelmed me as much as I dont want it to . It did , without me noticing . Am sorry .


I would like to point out that I have a very caring and understanding bestf who would let my tears and mucus fell on his brand new ripcurl shirt without even saying a word but only gave me a pat on the head . Thank you ben yamien , and sorry . And i also would like to point out that am down with fever plus am having a very bad sore throat . Causing me to speak very softly . Until anne and sue here , who's currently on the phone , had me repeating the same sentence over and over again .


anne: chilli padi ! kenapa makin kurus ?
sue : siala kurus -.- ok la , but the pipi and perot only
seha: nak 4 ''packs'' lah pat perut
anne : huh ?? tic''tac'' ? apa sue dia ckp ?
sue : entah ? ko''tax'' ? eh seha ?
seha : 4 packsssss !!
anne: seha redlight is it ?
seha : 4 ''packs laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa'' .
sue : anne , aku denga mcm something something terus ''banglaaaaaaaaaa'' gitu
anne: ape nye yang bangla ?
seha : nvm..*murmurs to self*
anne : Ohhhhhh !! dari tadi die ckp nevermind la .
sue : iye ke ?


*Huge sigh* orang bebual lagi pelan baru denga . ccb . hahaha . Which reminds me , i miss putra aniq ramones (picture below) but not the mother :P



Apparently , someone offered me a date and ask me if I could accompany him to watch fireworks with his friends tomorrow , who also happens to be my friends . Guess k . So yeah , hopefully things will work out well tomorrow . I better get going , Uhuuuuuu~ mesti syiok !
p/s : HAPPY BDAE SYAPEK !!!! 17 ke 16 ke 18 uh ? 17 kan ? ehhh ?

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happy bdae yuszaini
Wednesday, July 08, 2009 10:06 PM



Happy 17th Bdae Yuszaini bin Yusof , Deni , Yus etc . !
Semoga murah rezeki & byk presents :)
No matter how much fuss and fights we went through together .
Remember , you were never my part-timer nor my bahan or my binatang etc etc.

have a pleasant day ahead !



eeeee-yuk
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 8:44 PM


After music lesson i was busy sliding here and there till Razwan had to tell me off . So instead of taking his word and heading for th door like everyone did , I simply ignored him and had karma striken on me .

Seha:*slide slide*
Razwan : Oi budak kecik , nanti jato laaa.
Seha: *ignore* Ooof!
*tripped*
Razwan: Kaaaaaaaan ! aku da ckp nanti kau jat -
*THUD!*
Seha : Owwwwww :( HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !!

Causing a minor bruise on my right knee , again -_- I was laughing on my way back to class . But when i got home , i wanted to have a look at it and then laugh . But then i realise that it was turning blue black , and its getting much painful than before . Aduii~

Oh , i was glad that baby liked the T-shirt I bought for him . I was whining to aisyah , telling her that he wouldnt like it prolly because of th stain . But as soon as i hand it over to him i could see him smiling like this , n___________________n . And so , i was happy because A , dia sudah update blog . And B , die liked it . And C , because i get to meet Ayu , Aisyah & Deanna yesterday . Okay lah . Bye .



p/s: so whut if my hair looks awkward . i liiiike it :D
so stop blabbering on how funny it is . Or i shall shave your hair bald . babi .

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Am sorry , had to be frank .
Sunday, July 05, 2009 7:42 PM

The day you've been expecting/talking about has finally came .
though , you realised that ,
th feeling you had for that day is just th same as any other average day .


Happy 4th monthsary .
i love you ,
muhammad zulraidi iskandar bin zubairi



"and yeah , like what you said :
ernie : happy 4th monthsary
boyf : doesnt feel happy at all -.-"


we started out fine yesterday..
i was expecting it to stay that way
but something abruptly changed at night.

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nak jadi mcm die , tapi die boy uh :(
Friday, July 03, 2009 3:10 PM

Megan Fox Pictures, Images and Photos


kenape dulu boy ?
kalau kau sememang-memang yer girl , kau da hotttttttt siaaaaaaaaa !


ps: tak kekok , straight -.-

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still in my holiday mood
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 12:17 AM

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can you like , at least extend hol. ? or something ?









p/s: i miss muhammad zulraidi iskandar :(
i miss nur elfyna
i miss siti aisyah
i miss ben yamien
i miss kasilah
lagi lagi , kart .
how niiiiii ?

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sorry mama :(
Sunday, June 28, 2009 7:46 PM

i wanna change for the better . enough of all these shits . enough of being a burden to everyone . enough of being rebellious .
though , where do i start ?

bestfriend says:

"it doesnt start anywhere.
do it where you think is right."

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like i said , that thug is still my man .
Saturday, June 27, 2009 8:49 AM







sometimes , he's more than just my boyfriend wink








p/s: am sorry for th things i said . i love you
and thank you very much . for everything , including all the sacrifices u've done.

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Now you've change I feel so numb
Tell me where do we go wrong